I don't know what to think anymore, or what to say, or what to do. It's as if I don't even know my own feelings anymore. Out of nowhere, I feel a lump in my throat, and before I know it my vision's been blurred by my tears. I just pause and think, "why are you crying, idiot?" I have no particular reason to cry. I haven't thought of anything that would make me feel helpless recently. The only thoughts that I fill my head with right now... is just my daily routine. Wake up. Get ready. Go to school. So why is it that I'm shedding tears more often than before?




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